When do you cut the ties that bind you to sadness? When is it time to say goodbye? It seems that she’s unable to say “no” to everyone else, except me. Again, I waited for a phonecall that never came from a person I thought I loved dearly. And I do. I admit it, but I’m exhausted by the “well I meant to call, but the night got away from me” bullshit. I won’t do it anymore. I won’t waste my time again. I understand that I’m not a priority in most people’s lives, but when you ask me to make plans, then I expect them to be kept. Perhaps this is karmic payback for when I was a shit to you before. That doesn’t make it right.
For now I will expect nothing from you - because that’s all I seem to be getting lately. Too busy to call. Too busy to visit. Too busy to come to my fucking wedding. I thought I had forgiven you, but I haven’t. And this is just the icing on the cake.
Yet another long-term friendship shown for what it really is = absolutely nothing.
