Moody Meow

Liberal, lunatic lassie, with mood swings and foot-in-mouth syndrome

Seeing the End of the Line

Posted on | July 9, 2004 | No Comments

I am a restless creature, but you know this don’t you?

So, sometimes I am a saboteur (is that how you spell that?). I like to break things. Things dear to me. People dear to me. It doesn’t make any damn sense but I do it. It’s not healthy, but I persist. And through my travels I understand that ends sometimes need to come. But I don’t want it to, not really. Nope. The line is blurry now, all fuzzy and gray with tear stains, but it’s still there. The idea remains and I am thankful that there may be hope. The conversations have stilled, settling into uncomfortable stares. Damn, I hate silence. But I still glance around and see that the walls remain, I just need to stop slamming the door.

Ahh… I feel better now.

Working out in the morning makes me sleepy right about now (it’s almost 10:30) but I dig it. Not looking forward to the speech on Monday, nor the book I have to read for this weekend, but it’s all good.

I am going to miss Cat. I am going to miss the coffees and the giggly conversations the three of us have. But I’m glad she’s persuing her dream. Less than 2 years till I follow her beyond borders of this sweltering state.

Thank god it’s Friday

Category: Everyday

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