Stop…go…LEFT!
Posted on | June 26, 2006 | 2 Comments
This is how I feel today. Yes, I am whiney and grumpy and more than a little stressed. I feel pulled in all directions and stretched too thin. I don’t know which way to go and when I should start putting one foot in front of the other. I am not good with stress.
I feel bad whining all of the time, but this is my blog, damnit.
All of the things that usually make me feel better, my duvet (I have a thing about that damn blanket), cool air, my family, Dr. Pepper and good music – nothing seems to be working. I am breathing deeply, trying to exhale my panic. But I don’t want to hyperventilate. There are people dying in Iraq, kids starving in the states, beagles and kitties that need to be rescued. I feel like an ass for bitching about my stress, when there are more pressing issues in the world. But this is what I am dealing with locally. Once I pull my head out of my ass with this thesis I will get back on track with my worldview thing. For now, I will wait for the light to change and pick a direction. Or I will fall on my face…which ever comes first.
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June 26th, 2006 @ 10:37 am
You’ll get your work done and move on. There isn’t anything wrong with voicing your concerns and problems. You don’t have to have to worse life to feel troubled. Understanding that there are worse things is good though. You still have perspective.
June 26th, 2006 @ 11:01 am
i do have perspective…. I also have stress
but you will keep me in line