This is how I feel today. Yes, I am whiney and grumpy and more than a little stressed. I feel pulled in all directions and stretched too thin. I don’t know which way to go and when I should start putting one foot in front of the other. I am not good with stress.
I feel bad whining all of the time, but this is my blog, damnit.

All of the things that usually make me feel better, my duvet (I have a thing about that damn blanket), cool air, my family, Dr. Pepper and good music - nothing seems to be working. I am breathing deeply, trying to exhale my panic. But I don’t want to hyperventilate. There are people dying in Iraq, kids starving in the states, beagles and kitties that need to be rescued. I feel like an ass for bitching about my stress, when there are more pressing issues in the world. But this is what I am dealing with locally. Once I pull my head out of my ass with this thesis I will get back on track with my worldview thing. For now, I will wait for the light to change and pick a direction. Or I will fall on my face…which ever comes first.