Today she turns 14 and I am one year closer to being a good birthmother. I don’t really know what that means, I just feel like there have been a lot of challenges this year that I still don’t feel prepared to face. Add to this the stress of being in PA for school. Last night, for the first time, I finally slept. It felt good.
And now we have a break so I will call my birthdaughter, get some dinner and connect with friends. Tomorrow is the last day. I don’t know howI feel about that.
