A list

Posted on | April 29, 2005 | 5 Comments

I am trying to pull myself out of a mental slump. It’s just the stress of work and school getting to me, I realize that. But things have shifted within me, as they always do at the most inopportune times. So, I shall make a list, of happy things. I just need to remind myself now and again what joy fills my life. Then the darkness fades like a shirking fog.

I love:
the trainer. I can race against myself and I always win
Diablo and Ratchet and Clank – if you get stressed, just hack the shit out of zombies and blow some shit up
Cursing – its just fucking fun
Glittery nail polish – sparkly fingertips make the world go around
Springtime evenings – can there be anything better than the breeze dancing with a windchime
The prospect of graduation – its still a bit off….but its there. A goal within reach
Sushi – not the fishy type – the veggie type of course !
My black glasses – they don’t yank my hair out
Short hair – I must rid myself of the damaged bits from too many colors…. I still wish for blue hair
E-mail – the immediacy (I am butchering that spelling)
Adium – its like Trillian for macs. I love chatting with Lex on yahoo while yapping with D on aim…its’ groovy
Goals – they are what drive me
Cloves – I love them too much…and I must quit…for the sake of my marriage – I snore like a beast with a cold when I smoke too many
Driving at night – the later the better. The streets seem almost mystical then!
Mountains – it’s the goddess’s way of making us little bugs understand her greatness (forests do the same)
My duvet – it’s my blankie….. yeah, I know. Tomboy’s gota a blankie…wanna fight?
My wedding ring – its imperfect, shiny and holds such great meaning. Just like my marriage
Wheat food – tortilla, english muffins, toast….mmmm mmm good

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