Thunderstorms
Posted on | January 27, 2004 | 1 Comment
There a point in sleepiness where the waking world seems like a dream. I thought I was dreaming as the rain raced down my roof. The rumble of thunder, well I thought it was my stomach grumbling. For a moment I was suspended in this strange state of indigo, where everything I saw was enveloped in a shade of deep blue. It’s wasn’t the color of a mid-day winter sky, rather it was that last shade of daylight before night takes control. So in my room, through my barely lit curtains, I floated in the window of my dream world. It was a moment filled with lulling rain, a snoring beagle, and the sounds of a purring cat. Lovely, yes it was. My limbs, still in a state of slumber, flailed beneath the duvet as I struggled to right myself. I wanted to get my bearings. I wanted to wake. And when I did I watched the patterns of the rain through my window, grateful that there was a roof to cover me. I slipped back into the cocoon embrace of my blanket, and dove back into the dream world with nothing more than a quiet sigh.
I sent out a few resumes today. I’m crossing my fingers that something comes up. Last night, during the break, I saw Alyssa and Vanya. Alyssa was as harried as she ever was. Sometimes I think that girl has too much on her plate. Vanya looked bleary-eyed and didn’t seem to be enjoying class, but that happens sometimes.
Because of the rain I was stuck at work for lunch. Let me tell you how thrilled I am to be sitting here through the only break I have. It sucks. But, what are you going to do? I hope it rains more. I want to see the ferns wake up.
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January 27th, 2004 @ 11:15 pm
I find the rain to be my only comfort sometimes in the dead of night. It’s gentle rhythm soothes my mind as I watch the drops wash against my window. Last night I was awoken by a loud crash of thunder. And yet I was not scared, my weary thoughts merely acknowledged Nature’s way as I drifted back off to sleep.
Maybe it’s because I see the rain and storms as the Earth’s way of refreshing itself that I don’t particulary find them frightening. Though I admit that every time a storm comes my way I give a prayer of thanks that I have shelter and warmth and ask for those beings, both human and animal, who do not have loving homes in which to retreat to may they find shelter and food and know that one day they too will be loved.
If you can’t already tell, I’m tired and am writing in my tired speak.