not at work.
Have a fucking blistering headache agian.
Go me.
Saw Jess last night, and said goodbye.
D and I contemplated running away with the circus.
I am planning on applying to oodles of grad schools so I can get in somewhere.
I am horridly disappointed in a few people right now.
And no, I don’t want to talk about it.
My added sleep did nothing for my mood.
I’m quite angry.
I can’t write (good stuff) today.
I want a vacation from myself.
I didn’t ride yesterday - I’m so fired.
I realize this is a teensy pity party.
My glasses came in (damn that was fast) so I shall pick them up before class.
D and I have plans tomorrow.
D and I don’t have plans for Saturday.
Scratch that…we do. It’s family time on the porch. just me, him, beagles and wine.
I miss our silly overindulgences on the driveway at Delaney Park.
It seemed simple then.
I love being married.
I have a Squeeky in my office, and he’s snoring.
I think I will go and stretch, try to work this rage out.
remember, thursday is just one day away from Friday. and that’s a good thing.
I think I need to take my own advice.
September 29th, 2005 at 12:33 pm
I cant wait to see your glasses.. I bet you are going to look rockin’
Hope your mood “disapparates” (HP) by tonight… It is Leslie night!
And you have all your girls in class with you! except Anne (we miss you Anne)!
well I will catch up with you later.. smile your week is almost over.
September 29th, 2005 at 12:33 pm
Thanks love…that makes it a bit better.
and I loves me some Leslie
September 29th, 2005 at 12:53 pm
I wrote about your porch in one of my papers. I am no writer - but when I described - everyone said they wanted to visit your porch. I will have to give you my final copy.
September 29th, 2005 at 1:30 pm
Will you be ok? let me know if I can do anything.
September 29th, 2005 at 1:55 pm
Anne. I would love to see that paper. I feel honored.
Cat, I’m okay love. Guess this is just my bitch sickness kicking in again. I’ve been struggling for the past few days. Sometimes She just seems to put a lot on my plate at once.
I’ll get better. Think this is just the nature of being bipolar.
September 29th, 2005 at 2:11 pm
ahh, I understand. I imagine this huge creative process that we are in the midst of lends itself to it , as well. Enjoy your porch on Saturday. and i will be there in spirit with you guys while you’re watching Serenity on the big screen…B and I are going tomorrow too.
It’s chilly here today…58 degrees…deep blue skies…translucent and feathery clouds…you would love it…I will send it your way. Soon enough you will be experiencing it yourself from my point of view…(well…not in cheeseland, but somewhere up north)
September 29th, 2005 at 6:44 pm
I’m going to give you a call tomorrow to make plans for some Serinity. HUGS and have a pumpkin ale to make you feel better.
September 29th, 2005 at 7:30 pm
Thank you love. Dinner beforehand?
September 30th, 2005 at 9:12 am
Thats what I’m thinking. What time is the show at? 8:30? We’ll get tickets and maybe get some grub from crooked bayou?
September 30th, 2005 at 12:17 pm
They have Shipyard Pumpkin Ale at the Crooked Bayou (sp?)
September 30th, 2005 at 7:21 pm
do you miss me yet?
September 30th, 2005 at 7:21 pm
how about now? do you miss me now?
October 1st, 2005 at 7:26 pm
ROFL Jess
yes…come back and give me a hug…right now!