Moody Meow

Liberal, lunatic lassie, with mood swings and foot-in-mouth syndrome

Whoa! Mania!

Posted on | October 18, 2005 | 3 Comments

shitshitshit. I don’t want to be manic. My computer screen looks too bright and I need to sound at least slightly intelligent when I meet with Leslie today. is it a sugar rush or the result of sleep that I’ve missed one too many times. I wonder if a smoke would help. Yes, the screen is really bright, all the colors in my world have a slight edge to them, like they’ve been traced in something brighter. Yes, this is what rapid cycling is and sometimes it scares the shit out of me. So, I roll with it because there’s really nothing I can do about it at work. It’s quite distracting. I know that I’m trying to write it out of my system right now. that never works. I need to remember not to think with the reptilian part of my brain. Logic rules…yes…logic. Shite. Manic. Shit.

Visually, it feels like the tail end of a long acid trip. I don’t want visuals though, that would mean I’m really crazy.
Smoke time.

Category: Not so sane

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3 Responses to “Whoa! Mania!”

  1. julie
    October 18th, 2005 @ 11:53 am

    Deep breath….count to ten, or twenty, or fifty….deep breath….repeat…

  2. Anne
    October 18th, 2005 @ 12:31 pm

    How about some tea- chamomile (sp?) something natural that is relaxing.

  3. Hollie
    October 18th, 2005 @ 12:46 pm

    chamomile sounds good.. or some mentos.

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