So the portfolio is finished, but there are issues in assembling it because I have images and such. %#$%#(*^#%^(#$%^ professor. She wanted the fucking thing on a disk, rather than a live web link and now it’s cause all kinds of havok. I am praying that D can get it working in time. I am so tired. I’ve been sitting at this desk for almost 2 hours now - two hours too long.
I have a headache.
I didn’t eat breakfast because my ricemilk was warm.
I got coffee but it was burnt.
I realized after reading through my reflective essay thingy that I am missing a lot of shit - and I hope I have all of it at home.
I’m in a shitefuckpissy mood and I don’t want to be around anyone. The good thing is that D kicked me in the tush and I went running last night with the fuzzies. No matter how tired I am today, I am going to run again. I think my moodswings are getting bad again.
And my camera rocks.
I am teaching myself how to focus on the good…part of my internal reprogramming. But all the fluffy zen thoughts in the world cannot drive this exhaustion away.
I want a fucking nap.
Have a lovely day.
PS - David - thank you for being the best huzzie ever and for all your help and stuff. I love you. Now I can go back to being grumpy!
November 17th, 2005 at 9:42 am
well, you can join me in the camp of “i hate people (certain people)”
I had completed my senior paper… had being the operative word. I got it returned yesterday and after much nasty language and wanking… I have to complete some serious revisions. I need to have someone look over it, but I cant have a friend or anyone to close to me because I hate judgmental bastards.. at this point I hate everyone… I need someone that will be critical without being critical of me. someone ate my last banana, I have no more OJ left and I am exhausted from being up late working on said nasty paper. AND I dont want to be around my kids today but… I am SOL in that department… so i am going to perform some retail therapy in a few..
I hope your day gets better…
No nasty erica’s in class tonight….
:::hug:::::
November 17th, 2005 at 11:29 am
All is well! Tomorrow is Harry Potter! Huzzah!
And much inking shall be done!
P.S. Do not stress about the school. It’s just a ride. No need to run, no need to hide. It’ll take you all around, sometimes you’re up, sometimes you’re down.
November 17th, 2005 at 11:33 am
Natalia Sorman!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!
I am going to think of songs that will get out of my head now, you wench!
BTW…call me when you get in.
And I am trying not to stress…I’m just dreaming of Babo’s and Potter - the ingredients for a fine evening.
H- I may not be in class today. I don’t think I will be able to keep my eyes open and I have a few more things to finish for my final essay for the other class…it’s a wait and see kind of thing. Hope your day gets better!
November 17th, 2005 at 11:58 am
May the force be with you!
I love you!!!
November 17th, 2005 at 12:14 pm
DOG PILE ON E!!! We will force the non stress and Love into you via osmosis. Damn I love osmosis…its the cure for everything. Want to get smarter…sleep on books. Want to be thiner…sleep on crack. Want to learn how to fly a helicopter. Talk into your cell phone and tell someone to upload a manual into your brain, well thats kinda like osmosis isn’t it?
Anyway rejoice for tomorrow will be the fun.
November 17th, 2005 at 1:14 pm
I am stuffed with turkey. All is well in my world.
Turkey has those nap things, right? I’m feeling sleeeepy.
ROFL I love that you are referring to the Matrix. If only we could all learn that way! Tomorrow will be great I have no doubt.
A- I love you too!!
November 17th, 2005 at 1:34 pm
well at least you know you shall have notes from class… STay home at least once… I dont think that Leslie is going to care is you miss a class
btw- im good now.. I went to Target.. Target always makes me feel better… nothing beats having some starbucks and shopping at SuperTarget…