Moody Meow

Sometimes it’s the mundane things that matter.

I love the sound of rain falling down on the porch. It’s musical, the random cadence of nature. I’m very lucky, very.

I think it is my new favorite. You can slice ‘em. You can saute ‘em. I just don’t like them raw.

So after day 3 I realize that this may not necessarily be the right thing for me…everyone there is so damn young. It’s almost embarrassing….

I don’t look good in kahki’s and a hawiian shirt…that’s for damn sure.

A sunrise in Miami, when it all began. It’s been over for months now. I realize I’m missing nothing, for you couldn’t give me the necesseties, much less amenities.

Valentine is a butthead.

It’s not what you know…it’s who you know!

It’s done. I am willfully unemployed. And today I venture forth to vacation with friends and family….

We are —>

Well, I think the little beagle is here to stay. We have named him: Loki. Appropriate, I think. Loki was the god of trickery, but also the god of change. Maybe his coming heralds a new chapter in our lives, maybe we just lucked out and now have a damn cute friend for Puck, who [...]

Selected at random these words make me think of:
Dog - Puck
Wall - Pink Floyd
Street - skinned knees
Sympathy - lacking
Purse - red
Child - adoption
Forgive - the sperm donor
Intelligent - Derick
Betrayal - family
Toy - Fairvilla
Pleasure - tickles
Weather - rain
Hero - Thesus
Antagonist - the stepsibling
Candy - gummy cherries
Book - more
Blessing - David
Jail - never
Freedom - is an illusion
Faith [...]

She smiles at me from a wall in the living room and I remember that she was born with gray eyes. I don’t know her father anymore. We have not spoken for years. And sometimes I wonder if he still believes he was crazy when he signed away his rights to her. I know I [...]

Okay. The prior entry was a rant. I have been carrying that around all evening, and now I feel better.
I skipped school tonight so I could work on my scene. So now that I feel a lot better I am going to get to it.
Exhale

Scooted home for some lunch and I saw the most disturbing thing: an accident. I didn’t see it happen, but I must have missed it by minutes. Two white cars, one older Buick, the other a Lexus and two bloodied people crying on the side of the road. There were several cop cars there [...]

Last night was nice and mellow. A huge departure from my feelings on Thursday night. What did we do? I immersed myself in my favorite dish ever: mole pablano (I swear to god they put drugs in it - it makes me happy just smelling the stuff!) at Margartia’s Grill. Their salsa is the best [...]

I don’t know why it happened, but I had a slight case of raging insanity last night. It doesn’t make any sense. I had eaten, run, and taken a nap before we got there. I was upbeat about hanging out for his birthday. I bought him the present I thought he could use, and would [...]

What you should never do while driving (after having witnessed all of these)
Talk on the cell phones
Have a direct eye-to-eye conversation with the person in your backseat
Clip coupons out of the Sunday paper
Change clothes (unless you are at a very red stoplight)
Brush your hair
Apply makeup - especially mascara (You don’t understand how tempting it is [...]

When I was a kid I loved cold apples with peanut butter. I wish I had one right now. I’m starving.
Weather report: Cool, clear, crisp. It’s going to be a nice night to ride Maru.

I had an interview today with Tews. I interviewed with them a few months ago but I royally fucked it up. When asked “What would your co-workers say about you” I replied ” They would say that I’m moody.” Brilliant, no? So, this time I my intelligent reply was “They would say I can get [...]