Meow | 
06 23rd, 2005| 
Last night I rediscovered my love for the game Jak 3. It’s no Ratchet and Clank, but it’s entertaining. I tried to master the bastard between making dinner and talking to Tali on the phone (we are go for launch, I will e-mail you the details!!) Lex and I spoke about the weather up in Tacoma and how pretty is is. I WANNA GO!! ::pout:: I keep reading the papers for Chicago and Seattle and find so many interesting thing to do: festivals, shows, art exibits. I wonder why we don’t get anything cool!!
This morning was my second morning working out (meaning I am at work by 6 so I can work out and shower before 7). The nice thing about this is that I am fully awake when I start work. The bad thing is that I am deep in dreamland by 9:30. It doesn’t make for a terribly exciting home life, but I try.
Miss V not only came over last night to steal my meat thermometer (it’s been used only once - for the turkey loaf we ate last year instead of a real turkey) and to tell us about this!! this! We are going to take a road trip down to Ft. Lauderdale so we can see this. And in the process I will visit old friends and show V and Mr. Tim a good time at my favorite hauntsin that charming little town. I am quite surprised that it is coming to Florida at all. Because we are a long, thin state (see: phallic) many shows/exibits do not come here. But it’s nice to see that some things trickle down. Perhaps it’s cultural gravity.
I’ve been watching the pages of my telephone book crumble away with rot. It’s not that I don’t call…well it is that. But also I have come to feel like there is some barrier to what was before. There were movie nights and dinner nights and many nights that I hosted gatherings on the driveway (supplemented by much wine and debate over comics and movies). What changed in all this? People grow apart, and up, and down and sideways. I guess I am comfortable with that (okay, I’m not, and I am a terrible liar). It seems that the people I am closest to (beyond D) are out of state. Everyone else, save one or two here and there have new things going on that I am either A) not interested in or B) not allowed to be around. It just makes me sad sometimes. This is a world of my own making. I recognize that. I just wonder what could have been different, if anything.
Speaking on the closeness out of proximity, it makes me more eager to get this ball rolling so that the moment we can vacate this place. I feel a need to build a new community based on a non-history. The nice thing about starting over is that there is no assumption about your past. I could begin to build relations based on the important things in my life: my relationship with Snoogs, my love for all fuzzies, my writing and creative life, and traveling throughout the world trying to make thing better. I think I need to start over. I will have been in this town for over 8 years by the time we leave. That is twice what I usually spent anywhere. I am eager to plant roots, to find solid footing, but it will be some where that nurtures artistic drives and the natural world. There is a balance, albeit tentative, between my need for the convienance of the city and the longing for a complete immersion in nature. It’s been there all along. I am starting to think that my natural side will win someday… but for now I am thankful for the 7-11 down the street where I bought my bottle of water this morning.
I know that was whining. Sorry. I’m PMSing, which explains my random craving for Doritos. I am trying to avoid the snack machine and convince myself that a banana is much tastier…. trying …trying ….trying
I’ve been in a “mood” for some time now. My skin felt weighted down by blue, bringing to light deep frown lines and worry. But, this morning I decided that I have had enough. I went to the gym, jumped on the elliptical trainer and went to town. I feel so much better now. Although, I am quite tired. There is a certain creature born of hell that kept me up most of last night! The teeter-totter in my little brain is balanced for the time being. Tomorrow it shall be the same as it was today. I just need to make it a routine, like brushing my teeth……but I am going to love a nap this afternoon!
I am still coughing from this bloody cold. I am quite bored by the rapid explosions in my chest. I would like to speak for more than 10 minutes without whipping my hand to guard my mouth from the inevitable spittle-shower erupting from within.
The weekend was grand, actually. D and I went on a date on Friday, supping at Bravissimo’s and drinking a touch too much wine. We are working on a story idea for an animation (that will be done far in the future). I like creating worlds and people with D. One idea is the seed for the next, and for hours we went on and on, defining characters and characteristics of the world we are creating.
Saturday D and Heather and I all went out for martinis. First we went to 310, because she wanted something tasty in a martini glass. I had 2 espresso martinis (although there was no bailey’s in it…and that’s what the menu said it would have :: pout :: ) and Heather made her own martini with Vanilla Stoli, chocolate, cream and something else. I just can’t remember what the something else was. And then we went and played pool. I do have to say I kicked ass! Although I thought it was all-terrain pool, and kept knocking balls off the table. But we had a really good time.
Sunday Miss V and Mr. Tim had us over for dinner, which was fantabulous. That woman can cook. And she’s all about presentation (like using real herbs to make the dish all pretty!!) I’ve been shown what a poor plate I put together in terms of the look (I do fine with the tastes). So, I shall work on making all my dishes pretty, except the ones I make for D and I. We are usually more interested in consumption rather than presentation. The conversation flowed with ease, and was a lovely capstone to a nice weekend.
So, the plans for this week include the following:
cleaning up the backyard
repairing the lawnmower (which died on Sunday…. RIP)
Catching up with a few people
reading those books V let me borrow
pricing tickets for trips
With all that in mind, here are some links for you!
The Brother’s Grimm I didn’t know what to make of this at first, but after seeing the trailer, I must admit that I am really excited by the prospect of this film. It looks like fun. And I like fun!
Bad way to get outed! I feel for this guy…
Spread the Web!! I think more cities should work toward this type of thing. I was also happy to see that the Seatte/Tacoma area was number one for this.
In contrast, Orlando has ended it’s free wireless program downtown.. I didn’t use it all that much, but it did come in slightly handy when Chris and I were looking for houses for him. Oh well…
Tali and Frankie will be pleased with this. I’m telling you - those fans are bloody obsessive!! They scare me!
Now that’s dedication! (or is that insanity??)
I will always love Target!! You couldn’t pay me to shop at Wal-Mart. No offense to those that do, but I refuse to support their business practices….
It summer time!! BBQ!!
Trivia Library I bed if I studied up on this site I would win Trivial Pursuit all the time! I love trivia!
I would like to visit some of these places. I know I have romanticized Ireland, but there is a peice of me that really would love to travel there and explore her mysteries. Plus, they have great accents.
Pike’s Peak cam. It was especially beautiful this morning when the sun started to rise, painting the mountain tops bright orange.
Grafedia It’s amazing that yellow arrows and cell phones can transform an everyday moment into an exploration in art or the unknown. Random connectivity makes me smile.
County Commission Bans Support Of Gays
That’ s right! Let’s make EVERYONE feel welcome in this fucked up little world of ours. Instead of worrying about who’s sucking cock and who is getting screwed, why don’t these people expend this kind of energy trying to help the homeless or promoting tolerance and acceptance. Spend the time putting forth measures to teach illeterate adults, or boosting music and arts programs in schools…..
I don’t mind if you don’t agree with my beliefs but for fuck’s sake, how dare you!
You know what it is?? A book was involved. We don’t want the little kiddies reading about this kind of sinful, disgusting stuff. Heaven’s knows they may turn homosexual by just reading the word on a page. *end sarcasm*
This country glorifies violence. We would be better glorifying love of all kinds…..
Gotta give the guy credit. This has to be one of the more interesting ways to try to attract a mate. And after reading through his bio and what he wants from a wife, I have to say that he is quite clear in his ideals. He seems to know and understand what works for him……and I really hope he finds what he is looking for!
Interesting reality television
I love a man that cooks and drops the F bomb every 5 minutes!
I spent the weekend on the couch, save for one foolish trip to the Bull and Bush for drinks with some friends. I should have stayed in bed. Then last night the landlady showed up unannounced to query us about the second dog. I was on the couch with a fever and didn’t see who it was until too late…. so we are probably going to have to pay a second pet deposit. She is going to “talk” to the property owner. That’s just what we need right now. So, this morning I woke with a blistering headache, the remnants from the flue and it feels like my lungs have been scraped with sandpaper. And Julie and Jess - sorry if I was bitchy when you 2 came by yesterday…but I was feeling really shitty.
Alexis made it safe to Tacoma. I spoke with her for a few minutes last night. I think her being there has started to drive home the reality of our eventual move out there. We are still trying to plan the trip for Thanksgiving…..it should be fun.
And here’s your links!
Rice shows her softer side. It’s hard to see this woman as a human, rather than a hard-hearted diplomat. But sometimes we are proven wrong.
Just 10 over I usually speed, and its more than 10 miles per hour. I have heard of people being pulled over for the smallest speed infraction, so I think it’s just a roll of the dice, personally. You need to make it worthwhile to pull your ass over. I say if you speed, do it properly. And so all those slow bastards out there that like to park in the left lane - move over!!
When is arson okay?
Eco-terrorism…I could go on and on about how I feel about these people. I do think the sentence was overly harsh. He didn’t hurt a person - he was making a statement (one that unfortunatly was lost in the spectacular nature of his crime). Put the real criminals away….
Ch-ch-ch-chaaaanges! In Iran, even! The internet has changed the world, and this is a perfect example of how. I can’t imagine my life with out it. What did I do all day before computers??? Ack!! I was so incomplete (well, really I wasn’t. I read a lot. I still do. But now its digital!)
The phonebook? I really like this song, too!
Remind me to come here when I need an idea for dinner! It always seems that when I find something new to cook there’s some ingredient that is 3259735 dollars. It’s bloody irritating. I can’t vouch for the quality and ease of the recipies on this site…but I thought it was interesting none the less!
I am offically sick of rain. I just thought I would share that.
Tali is trying to kill me. She’s made her site all pretty-pink and I think my eyes are about to fall out of my head…. Tali, you are so fired.
*My throat hurts.
*D and I are going to see Howl’s Moving Castle - the new Miyazaki fim (I’m a sucker for his stuff, and I love D for putting up with this strange facination of mine). Christian Bale is the voice of Howl - I am wondering if his sexiness transcends his body and permeates his voice as well. I am also hoping they come out with some cool toys for it - but that’s not likely.
*We are also going to see Star Wars again. I need to see Anakin get his ass kicked one more time….good stuff.
I want to work on my garden because the vines have gone ape-shit, but we are now on our 10th day of rain, and it’s just too nasty to work out there. Sigh. The Bouganvilla has also decided to reclaim that corner of the garden. I think I am going to have to show him who’s boss again.
* I want to go to the new Southern Nights sometime this summer. I am curious as to the new decor and how it feels wrapped around me. The old decor left much to be desired, in my opinion. But then again, I was just there to ogle women and to dance. And boy, did I dance. I miss sitting outside with D and Mr. July and Chris and chatting it up about various things…good times. (except those times I got overserved and slept on the couch in the living room….bad scene!)
*I will be putting in a least a few hours of work this weekend.
Thanks all for the calls and stuff! Now that I have my phone back I feel connected again (even if I don’t use it that often).
Alexis and the fam are heading to Tacoma WA today, the final leg of their journey. Wish them happy trails, send good vibes, and pray my sister doesn’t hit another goat!
I’m really glad it’s friday. And now….links.
Kitties should learn to use the litter box!
Bone rings? This sounds like something out of Diablo (the necromancer’s spell casting rings… :: end dork moment ::)
After seeing part of the film Frida, I have been interested in reading up on her a bit more. Art born of passion and pain stirrs me for some reason. I think the facination comes in recognizing aspects of her face in my own mirror both in experience and looks. I just want to know more.
How cool! A real life treasure hunt!!
Walk while you work!
Since I don’t have school for the rest of the summer, I think we will take a trip to our friendly local comic store and try for these passes. I would recommend you try too, if you are interested in the movie.
Mmmm Christian Bale….
Bush vs Clinton approval ratings
We don’t want you working here!
Ewww!
Well…that’s one way to stop development. Grow something!
I wonder if I can use this for my Chemistry Class?
Get your parts here!
okay… I think that’s enough for one morning.
Holy shit! Look at this artist list!
I mean, the big hitters are there - Peter Murphy, Cocteau Twins, and Gary Numan - but the list goes on and on from the Prodigy (who are still musically viable in my opinion, save the dancing mouthpeices that front the band) and Saint Etienne (who I fucking love!)
Sometimes its hard for me to find new stuff to explore. I think I have reached a point in my musical tastes where I look back just as much as I look forward. Oftentimes its gems covered in dust that I sway to in my office chair. Finding good labels, ones that are smaller and more intense in focus seems to help me crawl into a genre or sound or thought that appeals to me. I remember when I used to buy things only because they were on this label or that. Those days are long gone (when will iTunes let you search by label - god damnit!!?!?) but if I do a little research on labels like Ninja Tune , Good Looking Records and Begger’s then I know I will find some great gems.
Sometimes the act of looking for music is just as satisfying as nodding to the newness of the beat…but isn’t that the way it is in all things?
I realize that their job is to interpret the law…. sometimes I wish they would just add a little humanistic aspect to their rulings….
YES
I like Joan Allen a lot. There’s something about her that captures the eye.
Rize
A movie about street dancing? Hell yeah!
I need my sweet tooth satisfied.
I hope people realize that’s its about the book and not a remake of the movie. That would mean that they should have read the book… never mind!…
The Island
I just like drooling over Scarlett Johansson.
Of course, Batman is included….but that’s a given!
Dreaming of (not specifically this place, but where it’s housed)
Hungry for
… for some reason I have been craving one for days!
I have turned into the thing I most feared! The movie-loving homebody. I guage my moods on whether or not I am willing to go out and immerse myself in the movie experience (my “sketchy” moments can be a challenge when the prospect of a known crowd comes into play…hence, my preference for small places with mellow temperments ….and matinee shows). There are movies that I knew I would see (maybe twice) without thinking about my aversion to strangers…Star Wars was one of them. I think Batman will be another. But, I still find it amusing (in a twisted kind of way) that I get so silly about such a small thing……… but then again… I’m fucking nuts, so it all makes sense in the end.
I am testing for dispatch in an hour or so…..I am trying not to hope too much..
Sheltersource
Do you need to find a place to adopt? This is a good start….
Bonsai beauties
I find this artform to be amazing. Coercing nature in this fashion seems to enhance the best that the Earth has to offer. I wish I had the patience to immerse myself in such a beautiful work. But, I don’t, so I will just gaze longingly at someone else’s perfection.
Play with a drunk man!
I’ve gotten him to 78 mtrs….
