Honest Thought
It’s no surprise that I think such morbid things. No, this is not a plea for help nor a declaration of my imminent departure, but I want to understand the source for such destructive thought.
Letting Go - Dear Someones
It’s more than just the job. I am relinquishing my auto-pilot ways and my need to work. The responsiblity remains and I admit that my stomach hurts at the thought of the financial burden I am laying upon David. But, I got sick. This place made me ill, so I had to let go. I [...]
The Passion of the Christ
So, I am going to see this movie tonight. I don’t know if I am prepared for the violence (I’m feeling kind of squishy today) but it should be interesting none the less.
Had a shite Humanities class on Monday. No love for the papers. I got a C- but the professor is allowing us [...]
Interview
11:00 AM - Rollins Financial aid
I wore the suit, my hair done.
Drove the car…and
Summation - Keyword Proper
It was an unexpected weekend. It was a good time. I found out things about my love, things that I never realized, and I am warm hearted. Friends joined me in the utter destruction of my diet, but it was worth it. This week has been a roller coaster, popping me up and yanking me [...]
Gray Skies/Interview
I wish it would rain so the ferns could wake up. I absolutly love the ferns that grow on all the trees near our house. It’s like the trees are wearing a beautiful shawl, draped in a deeper shade of green.
It’s gray outside. The weather is slightly cool. It’s a good day to work in [...]
Tease
We are —>
Scrambled - in a good way!
That’s what my brain feels like today. So much going on and it’s all so fast! We saw the Nebraska house, and I am offically in love. We would have the money if I hadn’t screwed up my tax return. Who knew that switching the last two numbers on my bank account would fuck things [...]
Choice
I have been exploring this idea of choice. It clanks around in my brain like a marble in an empty soda can. It’s such a simple word. Six letters, three vowels. It is defined as: the act of choosing, selecting. Simple concept, weighty results.
House Hunting
Goofy couple with a beagle and a Valentine seeks funky older 2-3 bedroom house for semi-permanent union. Must be pet-friendly, with fenced yard and no carpet. Prefer fireplace, porch and central heat and air.
Searching
We left Loki with his family on Friday night. It was not a good thing. There was a nice show put on for us, but as we left I realized that we had probably made a mistake. But, it was the right thing to do. That phrase is such bullshit. I still don’t think it [...]
Poop
Found Loki’s owner. We are dropping him off on the way to dinner. Makes me very very sad.
Muahahahaha!
Frankie beat the evil forum nasties!! Those rotten bastards! I’ll show you!
I gave my notice today. My last day will be March 4th. Yay for me!! So, I quit the day before I head to Colorado. All is well in my world.
Loki and Puck are getting along wonderfully. Val’s hiding in the office. I [...]
Friday the 13th
I don’t normally have problems on Friday the 13th, but I am today. I was messing with the configuration of the forum and pushed the wrong button, so - no forum. =(
What in the hell am I going to do all day?
Grrrowl
Well, I think the little beagle is here to stay. We have named him: Loki. Appropriate, I think. Loki was the god of trickery, but also the god of change. Maybe his coming heralds a new chapter in our lives, maybe we just lucked out and now have a damn cute friend for Puck, who [...]
Writtten, Rotten
I wrote it. And while the intention was to give it to them, my smile sweeping the sunshine from their lives, I realized that was childish. So, I threw it away. I am not going to tear myself down to a level where it is all about money. My life has never been defined in [...]
Hazel Eyes
He’s got hazle eyes, a tricolor, fixed and a really cute disposition. David found a beagle wandering in the woods/park that where he eats lunch. He was wet and had no collar, so David brought him home. The little boy is about 1/2 Puck’s size, but has the same predominantly black markings. He doesn’t have [...]
Picking Fights
I have to go to 2 Master classes this month. I thought this was going to be an issue, but the bosses just said “yeah” and moved on with the conversation. I was all ready for a fight, to lay the ultimatum down. They deflated my argument, and in a sense, I am relieved. The [...]
Word Association
Selected at random these words make me think of:
Dog - Puck
Wall - Pink Floyd
Street - skinned knees
Sympathy - lacking
Purse - red
Child - adoption
Forgive - the sperm donor
Intelligent - Derick
Betrayal - family
Toy - Fairvilla
Pleasure - tickles
Weather - rain
Hero - Thesus
Antagonist - the stepsibling
Candy - gummy cherries
Book - more
Blessing - David
Jail - never
Freedom - is an illusion
Faith [...]
Red Hair
She bears the same name as my daughter, a friend before I bore the shame of illegitimacy. When North Carolina’s sunsets filtered through the pines, I watched her hair catch flame. Her beauty was unconventional, like her attitude towards life. In my memory she was a wild one, introducing me to the finer points of [...]
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