Living Like Romans
I should know better, and so should he, but we went anyway. The comfy seats caught us, and in a moment, we found a friend. I don’t remember her stripper name, but I believe she called herself Becky. A mere twenty one, she smiled and graced us with her company for most of the evening. [...]
Wonder for Her
She smiles at me from a wall in the living room and I remember that she was born with gray eyes. I don’t know her father anymore. We have not spoken for years. And sometimes I wonder if he still believes he was crazy when he signed away his rights to her. I know I [...]
Saturday Errands
Sam Flax: various illustration boards for David’s projects Plastic container w/ handle 5 pens – various colors (for me of course) Petco: Dental Rings Doggie nail clippers Starbucks: Venti cafe mocha w/ skim milk In the mail: David’s tax forms In the bathroom: Lots of laundry and a floor that needs to be sweeped On [...]
Running Leaves
I I thought someone was following me tonight, as I chased David’s shadow, trying to keep up. It was unsettling, traveling alone down a dark street. Puck was not there to keep me safe. Not that a forty pound beagle with a Santa Clause disposition would be much to ward off harmful folk, but he [...]
Goodbye
My job is killing me, so I am going to leave them for good. I want to take my vacation first, and then make my departure. That way I will be fully recharged and ready for the humiliating task of interviewing. I have not taken a real vacation in years, so this will be a [...]
No Better Than Me
Perspective. That’s all I need. I read about those who live life filled with real tragedy, not something as trite as loathing for an employer. It’s been worse before, and it will be worse again. Racing through the hills and valleys of manic-depression. Yes, I am a crazy person, but aren’t we all to some [...]
White Out
It shouldn’t matter to me, these inconsistancies at my workplace. The treatment I think I recieve is better than what is going on behind the scenes. I can’t hear what they say with the door closed. It came to light, with one loud mouthed assistant, that the inequality that I have been beaten down by [...]
Want
I want: blue hair Maru fixed a new job a new computer case (and a new computer would be nice too) a baby beagle with a brown nose peace to not crave cigarettes (I’m having a wicked craving right now) to see more full moons to ski now an A on my Humanities paper to [...]
Inhale
Okay. The prior entry was a rant. I have been carrying that around all evening, and now I feel better. I skipped school tonight so I could work on my scene. So now that I feel a lot better I am going to get to it. Exhale
Fuck You
I asked for the time off in September, after the school check cleared. I knew it would be a problem if the phones weren’t covered. Your little do-girl said she would cover me while I was gone. The gods know that you would never pick up the phones yourself. You have more important things to [...]
Burning Fog
Scooted home for some lunch and I saw the most disturbing thing: an accident. I didn’t see it happen, but I must have missed it by minutes. Two white cars, one older Buick, the other a Lexus and two bloodied people crying on the side of the road. There were several cop cars there already, [...]
To No One In Particular
It’s not that I’m disgusted, but I am. I used to be there; loving the corner of the room because the shadows understood. Yes, I’m being melodramatic. But there is as much conversation with the chair that you molested as there is with the person in front of you in the same condition. I want [...]
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