So pissed I could spit
I drive to work every morning, taking the I-4 onramp at Ivanhoe. I’ve seen these beautiful, big geese waddling about around that on ramp for years. This morning I came up on them while they were crossing the road. Of course, I stopped. Then this fuckhead flys up to my butt, honking and flashing his [...]
I’m a bunny!
Tali just sent me an online card that got me all misty eyed. The part that made me laugh was that I was a bunny and she was a penguin and the bunny was kicking the penguin in the ass. Truly, it made sense in the card… Really. Now I need a frickin tissue.
Good little girls
Anne’s birthday dinner last night was wonderful. Her mother is an amazing cook and I was pleased to find that Vegetarian was the norm for her house rather than the exception. I got lost in a discussion about cooking with Anne and her mother and think I will try out some of the recepie ideas [...]
It’s a go for launch!
Well D and I made a decision. My chaos with the meds kind of put this announcement on hold. David and I are moving to Portland at the end of our lease in March. We are ready to make the transition to another place to start a new life somewhere else. We thought a lot [...]
Better…ish
I was waaaay medicated yesterday, and today I remain medicated, but I less so. The diagnosis for this whole mess was as a “side effect” of one of my meds. My understanding for “jittery” was far different from the Doc’s. The jitteryness started. I freaked out. Then a panic attack. Then a visit to the [...]
Slipping, shifting, scratching my hand
I can’t be eloquent under this kind of medication, not this. This is for those times when I want my skin to seem bizarrely luminescent and for the metallic taste in my mouth to accompany my fine doctor pepper. Heavily medicated, I write to you. Post-panic attack. After David left his new job early to [...]
I would just like to say
I love this man. I love this dog. I love his brother. I love their felines. And I love the fact that D won’t let me take a damn picture without it being obscured by his middle finger or a well-placed beagle. I just thought I would share the love. You may continue with your [...]
Hawks Dreaming
I’ve had birds in the brain lately. After our visit to the Bird of Prey center, I’ve searched the skies for expansive wings and a predatory stance. Can you take a stance in the air? So last night I dreamt of hawks, red ones with shining plumage. One sat in Seemore and served as the [...]
look Mom! No neck
See that? That’s hair!! I’m trying to grow it back out after this year of shaving it. It’s not particularly attractive right now… I figure the more crap I put into it.. the better for every one. And I am trying not to dye it. I kind of like my silver strands of matronhood. And [...]
motherfuckin meds
I called into work again. I feel bad for it, but I had no business driving this morning. When I’m awake I feel better, but the challenge is trying to wake up. I snapped again last night, spent the early morning hours watching my recorded episodes of 60 Minutes and CSI (all except Miami, which [...]
Blast from the Past and Metroblogging
A long time ago in a South Florida, far far away, I went by the name “Q”. I was a regular in a few select chatrooms on AOL via accounts that were….uhm… borrowed. Throughout those years I met a lot of amazing people, did a lot of drugs, and laughed hard enough to make me [...]
when your sleep runs dry
I should rename this blog “Sleepy Meow.” Again, another night without sleep. I woke at 1:30 and went to lay down on the futon in the front room. And I stayed awake for most of the night. I am guessing I got 3-4 hours again. This is going to kill me. Usually when I have [...]
Busy busy busy
A crapload of work to do, so no updates, unless I need a mental break. Then I am sure I will ramble on about D’s bike, how much I loved Napolean Dynamite, my sparkley nails (I actually painted them) and other random craptastic stuff. But for now, I am going to listen to Junkie XL’s [...]
This is happiness
If you are having a bad day, need love or just an uplifting image – this is all about you. Pip, with squeeky toy in the mouth, hauling ass around my house on a sunny Saturday afternoon. There’s nothing funnier than watching his ears flap and how his nose squinches up when he’s trying to [...]
Senate set to reject same-sex marriage ban
Do you know why this an issue? Because we are failing in our “war” in Iraq. Remember, we never offically went to war, we are just in a conflict according to the government. The images of dead soliders, bloodied children and the scandals that followed are sitting at the foot of the president. Our government [...]
I’ve got a wrist brace and bags under my eyes
I had to finally buy a support brace for my right hand. It’s the one I am having problems with and it’s pain. It’s gray and has some gel insert. A few years ago I bought a flesh colored one and it worked for a bit, but it got dirty and started to gross me [...]
Zombie…. braaaiiinnnnsss….
If you played diablo at all.. well… if you got that you are as much a dork as I am! Muahahaha! I just got up from a nap. I must say that sleep heals all wounds, makes the world a shiny place, and gives me less of a reason to kill the people I work [...]
For all my school homies
It’s offical! We are back to the old grindstone. So, what’s your schedule for the summer? TELL ME SO I CAN STALK YOU. That is all…
Grrrrump
Annoyed with work Forgot my wrist brace (my carpal tunnel is killing me) Slept in cause I had drugs Wanted to get more research done. Thinking of changing my thesis. Grumpy Want more coffee Wish D could find the perfect job. Wish I could find the perfect job. Want a frickin burrito. Have class on [...]
the puppies have it right
My lids hang low, understanding that with the coming hours I can leave work and head home. But not for a nap. No, not a nap, for a bike ride. The weather should cooperate. And somewhere during the evening I need to get back to the libary, and try to find some information on Vargas [...]
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