It’s Done

3 May 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

The last final is over….and I am relieved
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Beagle Poop

3 May 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

My boys, they are not the outdoors type. They are more the “laying on the couch till Mommy feeds them carrots and then crawls back into the fluffy bed for another 3 hour nap” type.
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It was sitting on the porch, next to the full ashtray and my lighter. The white chair, her favorite, was sitting where she left it. I felt my stomach flip, and realized I was sad.
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I got it!!!!!

30 Apr 2004 In: Everyday

The phonecall, initiated yesterday, left me sleepless last night. But I napped this morning, with both beagles, and for the first time since I quit CRG, I slept well.
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Sleeping Puppies

27 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

The afternoon rain nourishes my butterfly plants, and the boys are snoring softly….
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Mom

26 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

My mother is coming! My mother is coming!
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We Call Him Pip

25 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

I am in love….really… I am!
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Quit

23 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

I should be working on homework…but…
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Oh Yeah

21 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

I want to see this movie.

Frustratuion and pressure pound into me, leaving me groggy and sleepless. My brain is on overdrive, but stopping to stare at leaves seems to help matters a bit.
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False

20 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

Her voice, hurried, pounded it into me. “You need to be able to interview this afternoon! After 4, maybe around 5:30.” And I thought to myself “What business person in their right mind would start an interview at 5:30?
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Butterfly Plants

19 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

You have to love Doug…it’s just essential…
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The Cost of Living

19 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

Damn those plans we made. The expectations we keep in clutched fingers that dare not let go…damn them all
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Rambling Whine

13 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

I will be honest. I’m not happy with where I am at. It’s more than location. I have not hid the fact that I have outgrown Florida and all its strange ways. There is something inside that calls to be let loose, but I don’t know how. So I choke the feeling down, get frustrated, and take it out on myself in internal ways.
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Washer and Dryer

13 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

Sometimes it’s the mundane things that matter.
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I love the sound of rain falling down on the porch. It’s musical, the random cadence of nature. I’m very lucky, very.
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Shift from the Fall

9 Apr 2004 In: Everyday

This is a two part story. The tale of yesterday and today, for there is much more than a sunset that seperates them. The shift, one that turned the tide within the rumbling oceam of my self confidence, has happened, and with the cessation of life from one body may have come the wake up call that allowed me to take an opportunity by the balls….perhaps…
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The State of my Onion

5 Apr 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

I think it is my new favorite. You can slice ‘em. You can saute ‘em. I just don’t like them raw.
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Howdy Neighbor

4 Apr 2004 In: Everyday

Lemon poppy seed bunt cakes. Little. Yummy. And he delivered them to our door with a smile and “welcome to the neighborhood”…
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The Ongoing

31 Mar 2004 In: Did I forget to mention?

So after day 3 I realize that this may not necessarily be the right thing for me…everyone there is so damn young. It’s almost embarrassing….
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The Past